The biggest change in my blog´s conception

I guess I met you three times in the last four days...I also guess I met you twice today...the only thing I am sure is that I met you once in an Austrian restaurant and we both pretended we did not know each other...you had your point though, being not alone...
I had only a newspaper...

I am deeply spaced out, once more...do not have anything to say anymore unless that I am still and totally in love with you...
Since this sentence would be the most stupid thing I could ever say to you, I think we are not going to talk to each other that much...not going to tell you other stuff, that would be awkward...no compromise rather than no surprise...the way you would stand me once more...
And somehow in my crazy never ending longing about your voice and your body, your smell and the way you walk, I think it is a pretty good deal...
People say dreams cannot last longer than 8 minutes...well I would like to tell them the feeling someone gets when he wakes up and thinks and remembers he has dreamt only one and single thing...


I know what I want and I know I will never have it...it is balanced, it is neverchanging...it is assuasive...

Christopher O’Riley

Link to NYTimes Music Outfit

Menodimena - Friend and Foe
Menodimena - Under an Hour
Jenny Wilson - Myspace.com
El Perro del Mar - Myspace.com
Grizzly Bear - Horn of Plenty
Grizzly Bear - Sorry for the Delay
Joe Henderson - In `n Out

I thought about S.F.Scholz, born in April few years ago, early this morning in the most beautiful library I have ever visited, while writing up a paper; while swimming few hours later; while eating home; while riding my bike through South Berlin; while doing some extra hours work in the evening; while drinking in a couple of Kreuzberg´s bars; while dancing in a huge and funny though fucked up private party until the police came; while travelling with a stinking taxi; while walking home from the shortened taxi-ride; while typing this lines...while my life will go on, apparently...tomorrow and in the days to come.
I consider it a true damnation, a never ending state of contraction, like the Barry Adamson´s song.

Simone Weil has been probably one of the smartest persons of the 20th century, by the way...

German police, in the XXI century, is probably the most polite Police of the world...almsot a complex to be developed...